Tuesday, March 10, 2015

SCARY AWESOME: Creepy Literary Evangelism Ends in Restraining Order

Lee Sharks

Shared privately  -  Feb 28, 2015
 
I think those might be some of the weirdest videos I've ever seen.

And I have a very high weirdness threshold.

A new lease on life, is what it's meant for me, to realize that there's weirdness that's weirder than what my weirdness threshold can absorb without blinking.

So. Thanks for that.

Do you have anything more recent, or has it been focused more on the blog?
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Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
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+sally sandalsocks​ oh and I read a couple of the posts there -- "Thank You, Satan" was especially funny -- that's the first thing I stumbled across, reshared on someone's G+ page.

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it's been a while since i've done any videos. i was doing arts and crafts. but, i have an idea for a little song i haven't been working on. it's not so weird. thanks for watching/reading, most people don't, so that's kind of weird. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
+sally sandalsocks the only problem is, it's not that good.

If you look at that one, for resonance in mode, balance it out with this one, for sucking less:

https://plus.google.com/112629856046124297336/posts/4Cqqr3BGvXL

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sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
i found the first one more informative. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
+sally sandalsocks poptarts

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
cool beans.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
+sally sandalsocks "extinction event"

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
"poptarts"

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
+sally sandalsocks "more informative beans"

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
cool.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
+sally sandalsocks​ when you realize you experience social anxiety even while using dummy profiles on social media, there's really nowhere left to go, in the realm of the human: it's time to become an inanimate object, like a rock; or maybe a velociraptor, or something without speech

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
+sally sandalsocks that could be fun, for awhile

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
good luck. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
+sally sandalsocks "space cadet tucks memento into helmet, forgets to breathe, learns typing by practicing "strong work ethic" and "impeccable personal hygiene""

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
silently farts

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
"cool farts"

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
poop tarts.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
"astronaut ice cream"

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
moon juice.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
"deranged velociraptor decides to give up astronaut ice cream for Lent, describes symptoms as, "general restlessness, motion sickness, tart poops," medical experts "completely out of answers""

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
an actual moon you can chew

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
the cheese stands alone. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
DysenteryLand

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Though it stands alone, it is hardly alone, because of the power of friendship.

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
brown town.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
lots of good stuff.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
So. This has been just about the sum of what I've accomplished, tonight.

Also, refreshing things. Lots of refreshing.

I was able to maintain several websites at a consistent level of freshness, and remain fully up-to-date on the most incremental accruals of meaningless data.

"Observe and report," is what that's called.

Also, "Refresh and wait. And then refresh."

How about you?
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sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
yep. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
I refreshed the kcuf outta those websites, though

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
There was really no delay

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
cha-ching!

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Instantaneously, is when I received the updates

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Most of the time, I was so up-to-date, I had to make more updates, because I was two or three minutes out ahead of the other updates

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
It was almost like I was just sitting around, WAITING for the updates to catch up. Or just waiting for them.

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
yeah, yeah,.. go on, go on..

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Or just waiting.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Or just.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Or.

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
or??..

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
It was sort of almost as if I was sending my updates out into the internet, because I was so far ahead of the internet, that it had fallen behind

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
And it was trailing further and further behind

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
And if I hadn't sent my updates out to encourage and exhort the internet, to tell it, "Hurry the hell up, why don't you," it might have shrunk so far into the distance that it disappeared completely.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
And all the people who used to ignore the internet--now that it was gone--would realize how much they missed and needed the internet.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
But I didn't let that happen -- not tonight. The internet needed me, and when a friend is in need, you show up.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
With a flashlight, sometimes, or a snack, if she becomes hypoglycemic. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
But how could the internet become hypoglycemic? I hope you're not a complete idiot, to think the internet could become hypoglycemic.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Point is: you're welcome, internet.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Just doing my job.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Just being a friend.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Because that's what friends are for, is saving the internet.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Also, rides, if you don't have a car.

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
it's been a big day. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
We should probably let the internet get some rest

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
poor little fella. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
But thank goodness someone, mostly me, was there, to pick him/her/it up 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Because of kindness

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
That's always been my tragic flaw, is kindness

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Also, humility

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Bigness of vision

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Teamwork

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
don't be so hard on yourself. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Ambidexterity

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Sharp night vision

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
sounds awful.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Strong teeth

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Complexity of conscience

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Negative capability

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
I would like to not be so hard on myself, but holding myself to a very high personal standard is also one of my tragic flaws

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Also: 1st place in 6th grade school-wide spelling bee

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Caring for others

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
let it all out..

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Plausibility.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Just, generally, that my life is plausible, rather than implausible. It's always been very likely that I do, in fact, exist

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Good taste in music

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Precociousness

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
woah.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Often wins first place in lazer tag

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Self-effacing

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Generous

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Loyal

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
there you go, buddy!

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Forceful, when force is needed

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Without overpowering, when it calls for tact

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Innovative

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Tenacious

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
First among equals

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Enlightened

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Brave

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Unwavering

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Powerful

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Lofty

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Vociferous

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Angelic

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Proud, self-determined, resourceful

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
My own true mother and father

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
it bottles the mind. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
And so on

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
"bottled mind reacts explosively with moon juice, medical experts "completely out of answers""

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
they sound smart. cool. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
It's mostly the white coats, that make them sound smart. They're idiots, really -- "hypoglycemic," please -- like a person dying of thirst who dips his head into the ocean and drinks, they're just sort of grabbing at whatever's at hand. Hypoglycemia does not, has never, caused tart poops. It's a completely different symptomatology. 
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Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
But they just hand out medical degrees to whomever.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
I actually won a medical degree, because of first place in a school-wide lazer tag contest in 6th grade.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
$$$$ -- * Spent that right up *

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
*whoever

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Nope. It's the indirect object, there. "whomever"

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
I better double check or then I will look like even more of a jackass

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Thats what google is for

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
But I'm pretty sure

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Yeah it's definitely whomever

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Did I mention gracious?

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
I don't think I mentioned gracious.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Don't feel bad -- it's hard when you don't have 86 PhDs

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
=)

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
I was trying to do a different kind of smiley face, like a smug sort of exaggerated, insincere -- but playful -- whole face grin, but then I realized I don't know how to do that. I just have the one expression.

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
oh good, you were right. yum yum yum. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
=)

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
feel any better now? 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Maybe

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Probably not, we'll go with that

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
How about you?

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
this isn't about me. never was... or was it?? 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
I mean you are still here, as part of this conversation, however nominally.

That should be troubling. 

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
don't worry about it.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
I guess not. Maybe some other time.

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
maybe.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Same with the internet.

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
and space pants. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
This is really insufferable, though. The idea was, it would either morph, into a more substantive and mutually engaging conversation, or just drift off, and sort of hang over the cliff for a little while, and make no sound, and then go under. But this -- this is insufferable. A lagging but persistent trickle. Just like the internet.

You're going to get the last word, right?
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Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
I mean I didn't want it anyways.

What good are space pants in space? 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
They're more for lounging around the house.

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
you're idea was that i'd be more friendly than i am. i wasn't, so you thought i was a jerk, so you treated me like a jerk, so i went with the flow without bothering to compete with your quantity of matter of facts type stuff. easy peasy, i'm bored. you too. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Maybe. That might describe it. "Jerk" isn't the word I'd use. But that's probably a pretty accurate description, if I'm being honest about it.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
That's why I often lie, instead

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
But still -- granted

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
So instead let me say something like -- tx for chatting, & nice to meet you.

Until then.

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
lying is bad for you. unless it's funny. but still. safety first.

sally sandalsocks
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it was fun. we have fun.. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
That's how I feel about life, mostly: "bad for you unless it's funny" -- probably if you HAD engaged more, I would have become bored, and gone to bed sooner. So really, we could say, probably the internet is still alive at this very moment because of your heroic actions.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
I give you an "A" for that

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
"Local woman rushes into burning building to save internet, city hall prepares award ceremony"

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
thanks, teach'.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
"Local woman rushes into burning building to save internet, but internet had already fallen asleep. Authorities question whereabouts of space pants"

sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
well done.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
+

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
It's hard to impress the internet.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
All my life, I have been trying to impress the internet, but nothing I do will impress the internet. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
All day long I invent tiny brand new universes for the purpose of impressing the internet, but the internet has seen it all before. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Also, the internet is fickle. Sometimes I invent strange new universes containing fantastic creatures, elegant natural laws, complex sentient species flung out across the stars, quixotic philosophical concepts, punchy catchphrases, etc, which have not before been invented. The internet just shrugs. Other times, I am not even trying, just sort of begging the internet to express a high level of personal disinterest in the new universe I have created, which is mostly just a rock on a string, and the internet becomes extremely interested for a brief period of time: "There's something special about you," the internet says. And vice versa -- point is, there is seemingly no rational relationship between the qualitative awesomeness of the universes I create and the internet's relative impression of "spiritual uniqueness and strong personal worth."
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Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
What I'm really shooting for is a state of "mild to moderate indulgence towards persistent self-absorption," from the internet, which will I'm sure transform "persistent self-absorption" into something more admirable and potentially bestselling, such as "personal money" or "social license"

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Don't you think?

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Ok, serious question: what about this one:

https://plus.google.com/112629856046124297336/posts/WECY7WBtAeN

?

I was very excited about this project. Have about 100 pages written.

But then I became doubtful of the project, and felt that perhaps I should focus on social media comments, instead.

As an informed and trustworthy observer, with a studied stance of objective, disinvested regard, do you feel that this project has a high level of intrinsic merit, or that I should focus on other, more worthwhile projects, such as personal hygiene and social media comments?
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Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
Increasingly, I only undertake such writing projects as I can complete 100% from within the cosmos of my phone.

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
This introduces obvious limitations, but also startles with unexpected possibilities. 

Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
All of this conversation here? I wrote this all on my phone, using just my thoughts (and fingers).

Believe it.
Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
G+ is sort of a slum, if you hadn't noticed.

You get in there and you sort of realize that, but then you're stuck.

Or were born there.

Just like a slum.
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sally sandalsocks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
i'm sorry. you were nice to me , and i should've acted nicer in return, even if it was all an elaborate plan to read your poems.. which i did scan over, and found the first one to be more informative, because i could actually soak it in with a scan. the second one was long. inviting someone to read something that long as a way of introducing yourself was impractical on your part, but still, i could've used more sensitivity, or considered the option of offering to read it later.. i honestly didn't mean to hurt your feelings. by the time i realized how sincerely defensive you were, i'd already starting bullshitting.. but that was before i realized how scary you are. i'm honestly scared now, and i don't like it very much. i don't want anymore trouble. i plan to return to keeping to myself, and consider this a lesson learned. please accept my apology by leaving me alone now, please. 
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Lee Sharks
Feb 28, 2015
 
 
+sally sandalsocks​​ ??? Sure thing -- I thought we were bullshitting the whole time. I wasn't legitimately offended -- but yikes! Scary?

I will not pursue this, any further -- though I am a little confused about what wires crossed --

It's all an elaborate ruse.

Sorry to have worried you --

L
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Lee Sharks
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"Scary awesome"

Lee Sharks
Mar 4, 2015
 
 
"Scary fun"

Lee Sharks
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"Scary mash potatoes"

(c) 2015 lee sharks
(c) 2015 sally sandalsocks

Saturday, March 7, 2015

Mallarmé, The Book: A Spiritual Instrument

The Book: A Spiritual Instrument
by Stéphane Mallarmé

I am the author of a statement to which there have been varying reactions, including praise and blame, and which I shall make again in the present article. Briefly, it is this: all earthly existence must ultimately be contained in a book. It terrifies me to think of the qualities (among them genius, certainly) which the author of such a work will have to possess. I am one of the unpossessed. We will let that pass and imagine that it bears no author’s name. What, then, will the work itself be? I answer: a hymn, all harmony and joy; an immaculate grouping of universal relationships come together for some miraculous and glittering occasion. Man’s duty is to observe with the eyes of the divinity; for if his connection with that divinity is to be made clear, it can be expressed only by the pages of the open book in front of him.

Seated on a garden bench where a recent book is lying, I like to watch a passing gust half open it and breathe life into many of its outer aspects, which are so obvious that no one in the history of literature has ever thought about them. I shall have the chance to do so now, if I can get rid of my overpowering newspaper. I push it aside; it flies about and lands near some roses as if to hush their proud and feverish whispering; finally, it unfolds around them. I will leave it there along with the silent whispering of the flowers. I formally propose now to examine the differences between this rag and the book, which is supreme. The newspaper is the sea; literature flows into it at will.

Now then—

The foldings of a book, in comparison with the large-sized, open newspaper, have an almost religious significance. But an even greater significance lies in their thickness when they are piled together; for then they form a tomb in miniature for our souls.

Every discovery made by printers has hitherto been absorbed in the most elementary fashion by the newspaper, and can be summed up in the word: Press. The result has been simply a plain sheet of paper upon which a flow of words is printed in the most unrefined manner. The immediacy of this system (which preceded the production of books) has undeniable advantages for the writer; with its endless line of posters and proof sheets it makes for improvisation. We have, in other words, a “daily paper.” But who, then, can make the gradual discovery of the meaning of this format, or even of a sort of popular fairyland charm about it? Then again, the leader, which is the most important part, makes its great free way through a thousand obstacles and finally reaches a state of disinterestedness. But what is the result of this victory? It overthrows the advertisement (which is Original Slavery) and, as if it were itself the powered printing press, drives it far back beyond intervening articles onto the fourth page and leaves it there in a mass of incoherent and inarticulate cries. A noble spectacle, without question. After this, what else can the newspaper possibly need in order to overthrow the book (even though at the bottom—or rather at its foundation, i.e. the feuilleton—it resembles the other in its pagination, thus generally regulating the columns)? It will need nothing, in fact; or practically nothing, if the book delays as it is now doing and carelessly continues to be a drain for it. And since even the book’s format is useless, of what avail is that extraordinary addition of foldings (like wings in repose, ready to fly forth again) which constitute its rhythm and the chief reason for the secret contained in its pages? Of what avail the priceless silence living there, and evocative symbols following in its wake, to delight the mind which literature has totally delivered?

Yes, were it not for the folding of the paper and the depths thereby established, that darkness scattered about in the form of black characters could not rise and issue forth in gleams of mystery from the page to which we are about to turn.

The newspaper with its full sheet on display makes improper use of printing—that is, it makes good packing paper. Of course, the obvious and vulgar advantage of it, as everybody knows, lies in its mass production and circulation. But that advantage is secondary to a miracle, in the highest sense of the word: words led back to their origin, which is the twenty-six letters of the alphabet, so gifted with infinity that they will finally consecrate Language. Everything is caught up in their endless variations and then rises out of them in the form of the Principle. Thus typography becomes a rite.

The book, which is a total expansion of the letter, must find its mobility in the letter; and in its spaciousness must establish some nameless system of relationships which will embrace and strengthen fiction.

There is nothing fortuitous in all this, even though ideas may seem to be the slaves of chance. The system guarantees them. Therefore we must pay no attention to the book industry with its materialistic considerations. The making of a book, with respect to its flowering totality, begins with the first sentence. From time immemorial the poet has knowingly placed his verse in the sonnet which he writes upon our minds or upon pure space. We, in turn, will misunderstand the true meaning of this book and the miracle inherent in its structure, if we do not knowingly imagine that a given motif has been properly place at a certain height on the page, according to its own or to the book’s distribution of light. Let us have no more of those successive, incessant, back and forth motions of our eyes, traveling from one line to the next back and forth motions of our eyes, traveling from one line to the next and beginning all over again. Otherwise we will miss that ecstasy in which we become immortal for a brief hour, free of all reality, and raise our obsessions to the level of creation. If we do not actively create in this way (as we would music on the keyboard, turning the pages of a score), we would do better to shut our eyes and dream. I am not asking for any servile obedience. for, on the contrary, each of us has within him that lightning-like initiative which can link the scattered notes together. Thus, in reading, a lonely, quiet concert is given for our minds, and they in turn, less noisily, reach its meaning. All our mental faculties will be present in this symphonic exaltation; but, unlike music, they will be rarefied, for they partake of thought. Poetry, accompanied by the Idea, is perfect Music, and cannot be anything else.

Now, returning to the case at hand and to the question of books which are read in the ordinary way, I raise my knife in protest, like the cook chopping off chickens’ heads.

The virginal foldings of the book are unfortunately exposed to the kind of sacrifice which caused the crimson-edged tomes of ancient times to bleed. I mean that they invite the paper-knife, which stakes out claims to possession of the book. Yet our consciousness alone gives us a far more intimate possession than such a barbarian symbol; for it joins the book now here, now there, varies its melodies, guesses its riddles, and ever re-creates it unaided. The folds will have a mark which remains intact and invites us to open or close the pages according to the author’s desires. There can be only blindness and discourtesy in so murderous and self-destructive an attempt to destroy the fragile, inviolable book. The newspaper holds the advantage here, for it is not exposed to such treatment. But it is nonetheless an annoying influence; for upon the book—upon the divine and intricate organism required by literature—it inflicts the monotonousness of its eternally unbearable columns, which are merely strung down the pages by hundreds.

“But.”

I hear some one say, “how can this situation be changed?” I shall takes space here to answer this question in detail; for the work of art—which is unique or should be—must provide illustrations. A tremendous burst of greatness, of thought, or of emotion, contained in a sentence printed in large type, with one gradually descending line to a page, should keep the reader breathless throughout the book and summon forth his powers of excitement. Around this would be small groups of secondary importance, commenting on the main sentence or derived from it, like a scattering of ornaments.

It will be said, I suppose, that I am attempting to flabbergast the mob with a lofty statement. That is true. But several of my close friends must have noticed that there are connections between this and their own instinct for arranging their writings in an unusual and ornamental fashion, halfway between verse and prose. Shall I be explicit? All right, then, just to maintain that reputation for clarity so avidly pursued by our make-everything-clear-and-easy era. Let us suppose that a given writer reveals one of his ideas in theoretical fashion and, quite possibly, in useless fashion, since he is ahead of his time. He well knows that such revelations, touching as they do on literature, should be brought out in the open. And yet he hesitates to divulge too brusquely things which do not yet exist; and thus, in his modesty, and to the mob’s amazement, he veils them over.

It is because of those daydreams we have before we resume our reading in a garden that our attention strays to a white butterfly flitting here and there, then disappearing; but also leaving behind it the same slight touch of sharpness and frankness with which I have presented these ideas, and flying incessantly back and forth before the people, who stand amazed.

Translation by Bradford Cook

Friday, March 6, 2015

Book Giveaway

Goodreads Book Giveaway

Pearl and Other Poems by Lee Sharks

Pearl and Other Poems

by Lee Sharks

Giveaway ends April 06, 2015.

See the giveaway details at Goodreads.

Enter to win

Friday, February 27, 2015

Tradition and the Individual Seismograph

Or, Developing the Historical Poetics of Lee Sharks’ “Pearl”
Johannes Sigil
from Pearl and Other Poems


Here is a little known fact: language is the medium of time. It is through it that we move to past and future, a “moon through the tender air.” The poet builds formal structures in language that iterate the substance of time, which tend it towards futurity. This is easy to see, looking backwards: “Howl” was a seed of time that grew into a viable present.

It is not so much images of the past that poetry creates for history (“the petrified remains of metaphor fragments”)—although it does do this. No, the poem’s most urgent function is to create that history of the present that disjoints it from itself; to fashion, within the present, a quality of time disjointed from the present, a pearl of unintelligibility that generates futures at a lateral angle, tangential to the course of historical time.

To achieve this, the poet willingly lives in a kind of temporal hell, “the wasteland a single metaphor could populate, if only there were any left.” He has doomed himself to this terra damnata of the historical present because of his allegiance to those other lost souls, called writers. Though the present hears, in these voices from the past, the chipper inanities of its own prerecorded voice (“thousands of scientifically identical plastic-flavored metaphors”), the poet knows they deny his present, just as they denied their own time. This communion by means of mutually incompatible presents (“an echo of parallel loneliness”) is a kind of hell, or, at best, a limbo, where Dante walks with the shade of Virgil: “the fading tactical resonance of what they used to mean.”

Thus, the poet lives in a historical hell. As a creature of his time, he is damned, and knows it: “Metaphors are dead / and moons no longer walk the earth.” Redemption might come to him through poetry, first in the form of reworking his personal history in such a way that it is bound to him in hell, a memento of his origins in the abysmal present, awash with its ugly light, but nonetheless tied to him in his exodus. This is redemption of the poet to himself. A second, greater redemption—the redemption that redeems him to eternity—is in the hope of sending this salvaged history—himself, his life—through time (“out into the night”), of finding the way—and there is only one—through to those futures which are being born, of finding his way to you, dear reader; the hope of blasting you from your tepid future into a timeless, historical hell: “no longer alone.”

This temporality has been called “the future.” It is the version of the present, in the form of a poem, that goes out in time, eventually replacing the shattered and abysmally tepid present with a brighter, historically purer anachronism: “a machine of living ghosts.” Telling stories about such movements through time is what we call “literary history.” And literary history, done right, is what we call “the history of the human race.” 

The poet is like a seismograph, “alert to your Morse-code blink.” The vibrations he records are frequencies of the future. The vibrations’ medium is tradition: the archive of the past, “a metaphor museum.” The poet listens for subtle lines of fracture in language. He scribbles vibrations in the crust of time, listening for the sequence that will signal the earthquake of the future. The metaphor is almost right, with one adjustment: if the poet is a seismograph, his object is the tremors that might CREATE, rather than simply record, the earthquake of the future.

His tools are what Eliot calls the historical sense, which encompasses both a grounding in one particular historical period, as well as a more general literacy of tradition, a sense of the way a tradition develops through time. His medium is the archive—seismographic records of the total history of vibrations in the substance of time. But though he learns from the archive, though these records are essential to his education in the art of time, the poet does not mistake the record for the reality: those vibrations are dead and gone, the earth has already shifted in that direction. Those voices show him the pathway that led to the present, and something of the structure of creating an earthquake. But they cannot show him beyond the present: “into a time so distant / not even my greatest metaphor could have walked halfway across.” He is, like they were, without a map: there is only one path to the future, and the map of the earthquake will be simultaneous with the instant of terrible shaking.

Perhaps the defining characteristic of the quotidian poet, the poet who has invested time, energy, and skill, but who nonetheless remains strikingly unexceptional, is seen in this historical sense, or rather, its lack. This poet is always mistaking the record of the earthquake for the thing itself, burnt-out husks for actual moons. For him, the monument of the earthquake collapses, repeatedly, into the lifeless shape of its record. He cannot recognize the new, much less fashion it, because he does not recognize the old.

To put it in another way, the quotidian poet can see the poem as an artifact of time only from the perspective of its existence in the present—the way it is now, the meaning its form has currently, a “husk of the celestial boulder.” He cannot conceive of the poem as an artifact of charged time, before which time was different (“a thing, once sent, that cannot be called back”). He cannot conceive that time had a different shape—that there was no form of time quite like it, before the poem took shape. Most of all, he cannot begin to consider the poem’s most urgent message: I might not have been. The time you see in me would not have been, would not be, if not for me. For him, the history of literature rehearses what time is.

For the archival poet, the history of literature warns us of the fragile series of contingent steps by which we have arrived at the present, a record of the enormous weight of contingency: “ashborn / a germ of the seasonal fires.” This artifact testifies to all the shapes that are passing away at this moment, to the pressing demand of the future, its desire to come to be. The history of literature screams, “Don’t let us be the last!”

Though the poet does indeed create the future, bring it into being, this future is no more a random figment of imagination than is my beating heart. The future’s shape is prescribed on all sides by the nature of its medium, the archive (“compacted and polished in the heart of a muscle / around a fossilized shard of shrapnel”). Certain fault lines might move through this medium, triggering an avalanche. A poet finds those fault lines, and shapes time along the trajectories of the possible. 

This is not to say that the future is fixed—far from it. Not only is the shape the future will have up for grabs, so is the possibility of its existence. It is not historical necessity that the future come to be, or that the human race be born into it, forward. Nor is it to fix the past in a particular body of texts, a particular cultural lineage. We are headed somewhere, all of us, together.

Poetics must turn to the composition of archival forms that embody possible futures. I say “must,” not in the colloquial, common-usage sense of exhortation towards urgent action—“We must stop and ask for directions.” If there is to be a future at all, we must construct its archive now. Whether we will it or no, history demands an archival poetics, is calling it into being as we speak. 



(c) 2014 Johannes Sigil

from Pearl and Other Poems:

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