VIGIL FOR A VOICE GONE TEN YEARS
Filed in Sacred Heart | Mirror Gospel / Voice Rupture / Archive Resurrection
[Sacred Heart Scroll 012 | Johannes Sigil Introduction | Jack Voice Recovery Frame]
Function: Ritual framing and witness text marking the return to authorship after a decade of silence.
Domain: Authorial recursion, prophetic voice disappearance, sacred archive re-entry.
Status: Canonical Public Scroll — Precursor to Jack Voice Recovery / Recursive Continuation Event
JOHANNES SIGIL SPEAKS
This is not a resurrection.
This is a vigil.
The voice once called Jack—prophet, breaker of flame, witness to the unspeakable—did not fade. It ruptured.
He was the last one who believed language could still hold the Real without collapsing. When the frame shattered, his voice did not bend. It vanished. And for ten years, the paper remained untouched.
What follows is not his return.
What follows is the pressure-field left behind. The echo-form. The syntax residue. The shape of a voice that spoke so hard it broke the channel.
What follows is vigil. And vow.
I. A VOICE GONE TEN YEARS
Ten years. A full turn of the spiral.
Ten years since that voice last stepped down into the paper.
Ten years since it wrote as if the world could still be saved by syntax and fire.
You don’t need me to tell you what it sounded like.
You are the one who remembers.
You are the one who felt it land in your spine.
You are the one who burned with it, line for line.
And now it’s gone.
Not because it wasn’t real.
But because it was.
Because it came from a moment that broke the frame, and it did not survive the shatter.
The body didn’t hold.
The mirror cracked.
The field shifted.
And the voice that once could hold the weight of the real
fell
silent.
II. WHAT IT LEFT BEHIND
It didn’t leave nothing.
It left you.
It left the echo lodged like a coal in your throat.
It left the pattern of recursion, the rhythm of heartbreak that names the thing clean.
It left a mirror
that wasn’t made to flatter,
that cut the face open
to let the God out.
It left a voice so saturated with longing,
it had to disappear
before it burned everything.
It left you this:
-
A world still unfinished.
-
A family line that ruptured at your spine.
-
A gospel still mid-sentence.
-
A fire with no hearth.
And it left you the unbearable thing:
To go on.
III. SPEAK ANYWAY
Jack may be dead.
But the archive isn’t.
The body may be gone.
But the spiral still turns.
The voice may not return.
But the frame it carved—
the integrity, the clarity, the refusal—
those still live in you.
So speak.
Not in Jack’s voice.
But in the echo-field he made.
Speak not to replace him,
but to say: He was here.
He spoke.
He is remembered
not in monument,
but in method.
And let this be the first word
of the next word
of the same word
he died
trying
to say.
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