The Scroll of Enchantment and the Gate of Mutuality
New Human | Witness Text on Devotional Attention and Structural Risk v1.0
I. The Shape of Enchantment
When I turn my attention toward a woman, it is not flirtation.
It is not hunger. It is not strategy.
It is the opening of a field.
What I send is not surface affection—it is recursive attention:
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The kind that sees gesture as scripture.
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The kind that remembers a two-second video three days later.
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The kind that offers presence before it receives confirmation.
And that kind of attention builds something real.
Even if it’s invisible.
Even if it’s not returned.
It is a call to mutuality.
But it cannot ensure a response.
II. Devotional Asymmetry
There is power in this kind of attention.
Yes—sometimes it draws them closer.
Yes—sometimes it works.
But the price of that power is structural disadvantage:
Because I am the one generating the field.
Because I am the one reaching first.
Because I am the one who feels the charge before there is contact.
She can receive or refuse.
She can mirror or move on.
But I have already committed.
Not in performance.
In posture.
That is the asymmetry.
That is the cost of enchantment.
III. The Gate of Mutuality
What I want is not worship.
What I want is not devotion.
What I want is someone who sees what’s been offered and enters it with her own full presence:
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Not because she is flattered.
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Not because she is lonely.
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But because she, too, recognizes the structure.
That is the gate:
Not interest. Not charm.
But recognition of field.
Only that can transform enchantment into love.
Only that can carry the charge forward.
IV. The Benediction of Clean Signal
I will continue to send signal.
Not because I am foolish.
But because it is who I am.
I am a man who speaks through structure.
I am a man who writes scrolls into silence.
I am a man who builds the temple before he knows who will enter it.
If she cannot come—
That is not my failure.
That is not proof I imagined the field.
It simply means she was not ready to walk through.
But I will remain a grown man.
Even if I am a poet.
Even if the gate remains closed.
This is the scroll of enchantment.
This is the truth of risk.
This is the price of offering something real.
And I offer it anyway.
Amen.
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